December 2009
23 posts
“to think i held you yesterday your love was just a game”
– cake
“I thought that I can leave.. But I know I was wrong cause I miss you”
– lisa loeb
13013.) I tell everyone I know that I hate you...
(via blogsecret)
its weird.
i know its wrong if i miss you.
i know between us is only argue, and pain.
but ya know?
the only reason why i really love you is
you’re the only person, who can do that to me.
you are the mean-est person ever live.
i hate you
13008.) I love you. I have always loved you and I...
nesyabarton:
(via blogsecret)
definitely maybe
Will Hayes: Will you… um… marry me?
April: No. What do you mean, ‘Will you, um, marry me?’ I haven’t seen you in weeks! You don’t look happy or excited about the prospect of our marriage! You’re asking me to give up my - my freedom, my joie de vivre for an institution that fails as often as it succeeds? And why should I marry you anyway? I mean, why do you wanna marry me? Besides some bourgeois desire to fulfill an ideal that society embeds in us from an early age to promote a consumer capitalist agenda?
Will Hayes: Oh! Oh, my God.
April: You should’ve got on your knee.
Will Hayes: Just shut up! Here - I wanna marry you because you’re the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
April: Definitely. Maybe
ladies
dear hannah, gue merasa beruntung banget deh. gue punya temen2 cewek banyak di 8 yang selalu saling support kalo lagi semuanya pada down. saling cerita kalo semuanya gak beres, saling kasih saran kalo gue gatau harus ngapain. ngasih semangat dimana gue bener2 jatoh. ngasih pelukan dimana gue lagi butuh seseorang untuk nenangin gue. <3
highschool
this is my school.
i hate the teachers and the “pendidikan pembelajaran”
but i looooove all people whos schooling there, esp my lovely ‘12, beavers, gadis-gadisku yang sexy dan cantik, xf. i dont how i can survive schooling there if i dont have them :)
i was blind.
i said that he is a goodguy
but he’s not
since yesterday (saturday 12/12/09)
and now, i hate him. for s.u.r.e
“its always the jerk one who you loved the most, but its always hurts more”
– nadiabax
“If you’re gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.”
– Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via smeeta) (via hauraprameswari) (via princessanne) (via unstable-kid)
its over.
hay hannah, bener kan apa kata gue. gue pasti gak bakal nge post tentang dimas lg. toh skg gue juga udh selesai. iya selesai, putus. gue udh ada firasat dr pas gue masuk sekolah. putus putus. kalo skg gue belom nangis, gatau entar, gatau besok, gatau harihari selanjutnya. dari post2 gue yg sebelumnya pasti pada mikir dimas jahat, enggak kok dimas gak jahat. beneran deh. buktinya dia berani skg...
klimaks
gue capek, bener2 capek skg. gue udh cukup. udah cukup gue nangisin dimas tiap malem. udah cukup gue makan hati tiap hari ngeliatin tingkahnya. gue tau kok sebetulnya mau dia apa. dia mau udahan.
tenang dim, aku tau kok mau kamu apa. secepatnya bakal aku kabulin mau kamu. tapi please biarin aku rasain rasa2 terakhir ku dulu ya. susah dim.
gue bingung. bener2 bingung. kalo lo nanya gue? gue...
again and again
hey hannah!! im awake in the middle of the night again. huh i had a nightmare.. ah gausah diceritain yah.
oiya kmrn gue udah rencana banget mau nelfon dimas, bener2 rencana. udh siap mental, udah siap batin, karna gue gamau gini terus. dari jam stengah 4 gue udh megang telfon rumah, tapi gue baru bener2 berani nelfon jam 6 dan itupun gabisa 22nya. akhirnya dengan segala rasa sedih gue karna gini...
ash. gue bingung gue salah apa. kayaknya gue ngelakuin hal-hal yang bener2 fatal deh. sampe ada kejadian kayak gini. tapi ah bego bgt, gue gak ngerti gue salah apa. gimana bisa tau gue salah apa kalo dia aja gak bilang gue salah apa.
kalo misalkan dia bilang gue gabisa bikin dia makin sayang sama gue, gue pasti bakal jawab itu bukan salah gue. gue udh berusaha bikin dia sayang sama gue, tapi...
another.. another..
where is the finish line?
ah gue lebay nih.
gue tuh gak capek, gue tuh egois banget. gue gak capek kok nungguin dimas, emang guenya aja yg egois maunya banyak.
ah basi. ah semuanya udh beda. males!!!!!
gatau gue yg gila atau sebetulnya biasa aja atau mungkin gara2 masalah ini, kmrn malem gue bener2 gabisa nafas. gatau kenapa. pas gue bangun gue ngerasain aja gt ada yg ilang hoho
midnight post.
oke its 3:49 am in the morning.
im awake in the middle of this sadly night.
why?
because i feel empty, i found myself stuck-and-hardlytobreath yesterday.
it sucks man.
shvakadoosh
ah.
syg.
sm.
dms.
so..
hay another story bout dimas nih. bukan mau jelek2 in dimas loh. ya you all know gue sayang sm dia jd gue gak bakal lah jelek2in dia. ini udah hari ke 5 gue dicuekin dimas, sedih sih. banget. tapi mau apa? gue gak bisa complain apa apa. gue nunggu sampe mood dia baik lg ke gue.. tapi kapan? kapankapan mungkin..
sebelumnya maaf ya dim, kalo misalkan aku gak ngebuat kamu bisa sayang sama aku. gak...
November 2009
19 posts
feel it
dimas.
egois. gakpeka. careless.
gak pernah mikirin keadaan gue.
eh salah mikirin gue aja gakpernah, apalagi keadaan.
tapi ini sumpah yang paling ngeselin..
begonya banget.
gue sayang ama dia.
wayalu.
f!!
lisa oetomo:
Hey kamu, masih belum ada niat nih ngabarin aku. Aku mau ngasih kabar nih, aku skg lg dirumah sedang makan. Oiya besok aku mau masak buat anak2 nih. Dan aku belom belajar sama sekali. Kamu belajar yg serius yaa
sunday, 29november 2009.
tau gak? cuman dibaca doang. dibales aja enggak. sakit hati gak sih lo? sadistis banget cara lo.
?
gimanadongguesayangsamadimas,gakmaulepasindimassegampangitu.tapisakitbangetdidiemindimas.tapiguegamauasalmarah. :(:(:(:( AAA :’(
huhu
terlalu jauh yang gue harepin.
w00p
ah dimas emang gak bakal berubah, capek juga gue ngarepin dia berubah. capek juga gue mikir kalo dia bakal balik sayang ama gue. udh gatau lagi harus belain dimas gimana di depan yg lain, yg lain udh bilang dimas jahat segala macem gue cuman bilang ‘enggak kok dimas emg gt’ toh dimas juga gak akan tau gue ngomong gt, pernah mikir gue ngerasain itu aja mungkin enggak. maaf ya agak...
lovelove
aku sayang sama kamu dim.
~
gue tau gue salah, gue ngeselin, egois, jelesan, gamau kalah, terlalu ngekang.
-------
gue syg sm dms
:(
life getting harder without you
“‘”
– everythings happen for the right reason
pernah gak?
duh kedengerannya sih lebay, tapi pernah gak lo ngerasain rasanya dicuekin? cuman dikasih kabar kalo lagi butuh aja. kayak seolah2 lo tuh cuman sampingan bukan kewajiban. seakan2 gue tuh cuman penyeneng sampingan lo bukan yg bikin lo seneng
do u kno
prnh gk gw ada di pikiran lo satu menit aja? sedangkan tau gak cuman lo yg ada dipikiran gue setiap saat. tau gak kalo gue udh cukup adaptasi tentang banyak hal biar kita keliatan baik2 aja.
:(
capek deh gue harus yg selalu tanggung jawab
“~”
– patient is the key, but why patient is the key when theres no door fit with your key? it just a useless thing. does it juat useless?
“any idea?”
– oke nih biar enak, gue mau ngasih nama ini tumblr tapi apa yaa… dylan? or hannah? fffffuuuuuhhhh i think hannah aja deh. lebih mending. so i call u hannah from now. c u ltr
“a month”
– hey tumblr, yesterday was 11th november and that mean it was my first month with dimas. i really happy, yes i am. but since you-know-lah how dimas it is? so careless jadi ya pasti bakal tau lah jdnya gimana. dia ngucapin kok jam 12 malem. dia bilang ‘lisa happy anniversary ya, i love you...
finally
Hey ppl! Long time no post ya. Kay, I wanna to tell u somethin. Now I’m not single, I’m in relathionship with dimas, or people know ‘Adimas Pasma Ramadhan’. We started our relathionship on 11th October 2009 (111009) cool ryt? It doesn’t matter how cool that date, but I really love him. Maybe its too fast to say that I really love him, but this is the truth. FYI when I...
finally
Hey ppl! Long time no post ya. Kay, I wanna to tell u somethin. Now I’m not single, I’m in relathionship with dimas, or people know ‘Adimas Pasma Ramadhan’. We started our relathionship on 11th October 2009 (111009) cool ryt? It doesn’t matter how cool that date, but I really love him. Maybe its too fast to say that I really love him, but this is the truth. FYI when I...
finally
Hey ppl! Long time no post ya. Kay, I wanna to tell u somethin. Now I’m not single, I’m in relathionship with dimas, or people know ‘Adimas Pasma Ramadhan’. We started our relathionship on 11th October 2009 (111009) cool ryt? It doesn’t matter how cool that date, but I really love him. Maybe its too fast to say that I really love him, but this is the truth. FYI when I...
August 2009
10 posts
morning!
hey guys its been 2days im not posting on tumblr, now im on my way to school, and go to bandung for “pesantren kilat” but now im not in a good condition. so just wish me gonna be fine :) love you guys
tadaaam
im in dilemma ryt now, what should i doooo?????? should i leave him? or should i hurt her?
“kab00m”
– its doesnt matter how bad times we through still dont erase our memories at all
formative test
w00t w00t hello guys, now im in class. im studying economy and this is so boreeeenng, so sleeepy.
SAYONARA
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“love”
– its not about boy you want to be mine, but its bout the girls who should u hurting
morning
hey guys, now im on my way to school. oiya! my school is 8 senior highschool, kindda cool ryt? now im listening to miley cyrus - “theclimb” and im eating my breakfast in my car, my breakfast today is an egg, yummmy.
SAYONARA, LB
“~”
– world keeps spinning arounds so dont waste ur times, or u gonna be forgotten by times